that's what she said.
Yeah you win
I know I’m ugly and that his last girlfriend was gorgeous. Yes I am such a downgrade. I’ve been told all this before.
I doubt you know whether or not he’s going to break up with me, but thanks for the heads up!
And to all the other shit you said: FUCK YOU.
I want to know you like nobody else knows you
I want to know the side of you that you dont show to anyone else.
Lol today was rough
But I’m going to be simple, like I used to be.
I just want to see josh. Like more than I can ever remember. It’s a weird want. But I know once I’m laying on the couch hugging him, I’ll feel better.
simple simple simple. I don’t deny that’s what makes us so good together. We both like being lazy and cozy and just laying around. I need Friday to be here, so so so badly. I want to forget all these dumb thought that are a result of my overthinking.
Calming myself doooowwwwnnnn.
I need to go to target and buy a back pack.
And I want to buy a new bra from Victoria’s Secret. I just want boobs.
I’m so fat. I hate my life. Bxhkbcdhjkufjuh.
I’m feeling so deep and reflective tonight
Growing up seems so unreal to me.
I feel like the past 2 years have just been a continuation of freshman year. But, I’m going to be a senior in 3 days. What?
I’m not really sad about losing the graduating class this year. Yeah I’ve got some friends in there, but only like 2 or 3 I care about.
Last year I felt like all my friends were leaving. Which sucked because I was right.
Anyways. I’m 17 years old. Do you realize how old that is? My boyfriend is almost 19. That freaks me out. I still feel like I’m 12. I think a really huge reason I still don’t have my license is because growing up scares me so much. I don’t want that huge responsibility. I still want to rely on people, in that sense. But I’ll get over that before July arrives.
Its time for me to face the inevitable. I’m so close to finishing this 13 year shit fest of public school. I’m not ready to be an adult. But at the same time, I couldn’t be more excited.
I’m waiting for everything to sink in. But I still feel just like a kid. The past 2 years have literally ppassed in the blink of an eye. Time flies when you’re having fun?
I always thought I would have loads of friends and everyone was great. Freshman year I was so happy. But school has changed me, for the worse I think. I never thought I would be able to count my friends on one hand. I always told myself I wouldn’t date in high school. My friends are few, but beyond fantastic. I have a cute boyfriend and an awesome relationship that still blows my mind everyday.
My life is really good. I think this is reality. For the longest time I was waiting for something to change me. But you are in charge of changing things for yourself.
I’m like high on meds right now. So sleepy. Goodnight.
my boyfriend is an asshole
its interesting though, because i love it.
i can never really be mad at him, he makes me too happy. always making me giggle and stuff.
i’ve been with him for almost a year. and as freaky weird as that is, its just become the normal. things are so nice with him.
honestly he is the best because when it comes to life, he is just really supportive. he is always there to help me out and talk to me and tell me i can do it. and i wouldnt change a thing about our relationship. its perfect and so is he.
i love him.
I’m so glad I don’t have another full day of school.
I’m so lazy. All I want to do is lay around in my underwear and cuddle with my pillow pet and my boyfriend.
In the next week or 2
I WILL MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GET MY LICENSE.
Someone hold me to that…. please.
Its scary
To be so emotionally attached to someone..
I’m doing all I can to hold myself together tonight.
